After third-year medicine, I was required to withdraw for handing in an assignment late. It was a paragraph of self-reflection; I couldn't believe I was being kicked out for something so seemingly inconsequential. My dealings with the faculty became increasingly hostile and negative. I realized that my fellow students had to band together. Otherwise, there will be no change. I have to say that at my medical school, they have been ...

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I did not want a baby.  As a 26-year-old third-year medical student who had quite recently ended a far from ideal relationship -- of this, I was certain. On vacation, in New York City, walking in Soho carelessly, I laughed with my friend Noelle over the fragility of condoms. “Trust me,” I said. “They break.” How many months in my sexually active life did I apprehensively count and recount the number of ...

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I woke up to him, pacing the bedroom. Within an hour, I was pacing the ER at his bedside. Our experience at one of the country's best-ranked hospitals lasted only three days before we were discharged home. What led us there will last a lifetime in our minds. When faced with your own mortality (or that of your husband's), you are forever changed. We are grateful for his continued recovery from myopericarditis. ...

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It’s hard to describe the feelings I had when I received my first letter of intent to sue. I think I went through the Kubler-Ross stages of grief — denial at first, of course. This denial didn’t last long since the letter was clearly addressed to me — first, middle, and last name. Anger was almost immediate … I was immediately upset at the deceased patient’s family who were bringing the ...

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I sat in the back seat of a police patrol car handcuffed with a mind imprisoned by addiction. My day had finally arrived after months of a manhunt by state detectives for operating a fraudulent prescription enterprise to support my obsession and compulsion with cocaine. No more unmarked police cars staked outside the crack houses that I frequented or my mother’s home or in pharmacy parking lots waiting to capture ...

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Imagine your typical yearly physical. It’s probably booked for 20 to 40 minutes. Since you, like many of us, may see your physician only once a year, it is important for you to have your physician’s complete attention and to have all of your concerns addressed. Some of these concerns may be of a sensitive - even embarrassing - nature. Your physician may likewise ask you some probing questions about ...

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The first two years of medical school are geared towards learning enough so you can pass your first round of boards. All the sleepless nights and the tears can be overwhelming, but to finally get to the finish line is an incredible achievement. It reinforces that these first two years were worth it and that you learned some things along the way. However, some students don’t receive the same good news. ...

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Over the last three decades, surgery has slowly but steadily evolved towards a minimally invasive technique. The standard of care for appendicitis now involves creating three half-inch incisions and using a laparoscopic technique to remove the appendix.  This technique uses a camera to see inside the body via a large screen. Instruments that are over a foot long are used.  Sufficient research has shown that this minimally invasive technique leads ...

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A debate highlighting gender discrimination in medicine currently rages within the pediatric hospitalist medicine community. The debate centers on the board certification process for "grandfathering" for the new pediatric hospitalist subspecialty which effectively excludes women on the basis of motherhood. For those not familiar with "grandfathering in," this is the process by which a new subspecialty may grant board certification to physicians who have been practicing in the specialty. The alternative option ...

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I'm sorry you are sick. I'm sorry you had to wait a long time in the waiting room. I'm sorry you haven't gotten your pain medications. I'm sorry I don't have an answer. I'm sorry the department is busy. I'm sorry it's loud. I'm sorry I don't know why it smells in here. I'm sorry your neighbor is screaming. I'm sorry you are in pain. I'm sorry you are uncomfortable. ...

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