Physicians are accustomed to seeing patients at the end of their lives.  It is difficult to let families know they may lose their loved one.  Clinicians are often accepting of patients DNR orders before family members are ready.  This story is about a time where the health care team was ill-prepared, yet a parent made the difficult decision to discontinue intervention.  It taught me an unforgettable lesson. During the first ICU ...

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During our dermatology section in medical school, a classmate recounted having had Henoch-Schonlein purpura as a child.  Over a holiday break, he visited his primary care physician and asked if he could review his records out of curiosity.  His family physician pulled out the index card that served as this man’s medical record.  Yes, you read that correctly.  It was not a chart or computer printout; rather a 4 x ...

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At 6 a.m. one morning, I was playing tennis at our local athletic club a few months ago.  Sam, working at the front desk came running down onto the courts.  “There is an emergency and a woman on the phone says she needs your help.” I will be honest; I panicked a little.  My husband was home asleep as were my four children.  My thoughts as I raced up two flights of stairs ...

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Medicine can wear down our hearts and souls.  My journey in pediatrics has been filled with many rewarding experiences but haunting ones as well, like this one from my third year of residency.  By that final year of training, I was no longer certain medicine was really the right choice for me.  I was struggling with the notion that after almost 11 years of education, the destination was not quite ...

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I am going to confess that I am my children’s pediatrician.  I have given them every vaccination they have ever had and probably would not trust another provider to do it.   I endorse the vaccination schedule recommended by the American Academy of Pediatrics; I believe it is safe and prevents disease.  I completed medical school and three years of pediatric training that helped shape this belief.  I have seen death ...

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Physicians have one of the highest rates of suicide of any profession: nearly twice the rate of the general population. 400 physicians commit suicide each year in the United States. The stress of being a doctor is constant and unrelenting. The majority of us are perfectionists with a strong work ethic: your classic Type A personality. Maybe we set ourselves up for failure and then cannot accept when it inevitably ...

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